:: TRIPNESS ::

       Yesterday, me and my friends from my tribe went to Particion, a place here in my hometown. We went there for a fiesta, but ONE problem, we don't know where to eat and or to stay there. So we ended up, searching fro someone we know. OH! it was fun, then a little girl, who was also a friend, of my friend. So we went to her, house and ate there. At first we were all so ashamed to go inside, but then we were so hungry. And as we finish eating, of course with respect we thank the owner of the house for letting us in. Once again, we were still searching for someone, we know but alas, no one appear. So our group decided to go the their school to visit, but as we walked it was smoking HOT! And then we had stop, because of tiredness, and we saw some guys who wanted to invite us to thier homes, but apparently we don't know them, so we just pass by. (maybe they're even MANIACS??.eeww..) Anyway, still tired we stop, and saw a motorbike, we tried to please it, that we could ride for FREE! but the mamang driver just wasn't that nice. But good enough another driver, was pity on us, so he drove us until we had reach the school. As we arrived there, we weren't in the modd to go inside. So we ended up, buying ICE CREAM. And all of us decide to go back were we started,we went back to the FAIR, as we travel going there. We saw many people we know, but they were going home already. So we decide to go home. As we tried to get a motorbike, we saw some of our friends riding on the jeep going to the place were we went before. We were analyzing if, we should go back ang go with them or just go home. And finally we decided to go HOME. As we rode the motorbike, we also saw other friends of ours going to that place again. Oh! we should've stayed there and went with them, said my other friend. But finally, we were back at our house. But it was worth-while. It was tiring, we were hungry, and yes, it was schorching HOT! but all in all it 

F-U-N

::The Recovery ::

*this post which is entitles ::the recovery:: is all about my recovery from the YSF*

-->(April 11,2010)<--

A day had passed since I haven't seen you. I am really seeing you everywhere. Everywhere I go, I would see your face but it's just my imagination.Is it just a feeling that I'm missing you more or a sign to stop loving you. I can't explain how hurt I am now, because my mind can't even stop thinking of you. I tried to go away, I'm trying to hide from you but even if I do that you're still in my mind.

-->(April 16,2010)<--
Tomorrow is going to be the first week that I will not be seeing you, but it all changed, tonight. Tonight once again I had seen you, in a party. We were both there, as I entered the house at first I didn't saw you because I was distracted from someone who was really funny. Anyway, then as I saw you, our eyes had met once again for almost 6 days we haven't see each other, we were again reunited. As I sat down in my chair you were just blocks away, you were with your friends and me with my family. As i sat down, we had again looked deeper at each others eyes. Then moments later, you were gone, I didn't notice. And as you went and had to go, our eyes met for the last time, as you looked at my eyes, I had a feeling so wonderful. So wonderful that I can't even explain that feeling. And as I also had to go, I ran fast so I can catch up with you, but I was too late. And as I traveled, we had once again met. You were coming back to the party while I was leaving, this time our eyes had separated. Departed. But this is the night that I will never forget, because this is the night were I had felt the most wonderful feeling that I had ever had. Now, I don't mind even if others say, we can't be. Because I believe, love will find a way. I am now inspired to see you, I don't mind if I can't see you everyday, even though I seldom see you, but it's worth seeing for. And now I feel complete.

:: Young Summer Fling ::

Day 1 (4.6.10)
     When I first saw you I thought you were someone else. Someone whom I thought I knew, a guy that looks like my idol. Then I realize, you had captured me with your charms. I ended the day realizing that the way I feel for you could the same feeling you have for me too.


Day 2 (4.7.10)
        The day started busy, everyone was busy. Many people were everywhere, then I had seen you, people started walking slowly, it's like in the movies everything was "slow mo" and that you are the only one that I saw. We were all preparing for a big event because we both joined in competition and we were in one group, and I'm so happy that we are together. I know, you as a musician and I as a performer would collide. I know that in each step I make, you are there behind me, catching me when I fall down. As we traveled together, we didn't gave up despite the heat and tiredness we both have. And as you perform on your own I was there watching you from a far, watching you play that in every sound you make with your drums makes my heart jump for joy. You ended successfully and I was still there for you. Because you are the only thing that would make me stronger whenever I am weak.


Day 3(4.8.10)
       I was waiting for the day to begin, so I can see your face but I waiting to early, to early to see you. That I didn't saw you all morning. Morning has passed and yet still not a single look at your face. It was 1 in the afternoon and yet still not a glimpse of your smile. Then a sudden bang had hit me, it was YOU. Finally I had seen you, but you were going somewhere else leaving me behind, you were going somewhere else some place that i do not know. Nightfall came and there I was staring at you playing. You look so cute and handsome that I can't resist to look at you from time to time. My time had ended, we needed to say goodbye, then as I glance at you to bid goodbye. Our eyes met and there was a "SPARK" that I felt inside of me. I wasn't ready to go home, but I have to. Then I felt so good that I can't hardly breathe. Because you had taken my breathe away. ٿ

Day 4 (4.9.10)
        Early morning, my day was beautiful because you were there. Every time that I would see you, it made me think about yo. About how would you be, how you would do in your everyday life. I became addicted to you, like my own brand of drug that I cannot resist. But then something had caught my eye about you. I know everyone has their own vices, but I though you had none. But who hasn't? You smoke and drink, but please also think that in every smoke you intake and every beer you would drink would hurt me. It was time again, you had come up, and pop like that*, but it was just embarrassing to perform in front of you. As I saw you smile, I couldn't help but smile at myself and feel that "KILIG" thing that they called. Goodbye, didn't end my day because I hadn't saw you. But I know you're just there safe but always remember that I am always here by your side.

Day 5 (4.10.10)
       The day had finally come that we had to say goodbye. I had discover many things about you. I think that we might not be meant for each other. But I know you're still here in my heart. You were so happy from morning till noon and I was just there staring at you. My heart was now broken because you and I aren't compatible. Someone had said to me that we are much related. You are my relative. How can I love you more? But despite of that, I will still continue on loving you, even if it means that I have to let you go. But at night everything changed. I was waiting for you. Waiting to see your face for the last time, though were far from each other. I can still see your face from afar. Then as we walked and bid goodbye and as the night had end. It had happen, the last few seconds that I had with you. It was so close that we barley touched each others hand. But instead we had just bumped. It was still okay though. I will truly miss you, I will miss the days when we would see each other everyday. The way you make music to my ears. But I only have one question...

         "SHOULD I CONTINUE ON LOVING YOU, EVEN IF IT MEANS THAT WE CAN'T SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN? OR JUST LET YOU GO SO I WON'T BE HURT IN WAITING FOR YOU?"