*this post which is entitles ::the recovery:: is all about my recovery from the YSF*
-->(April 11,2010)<--
A day had passed since I haven't seen you. I am really seeing you everywhere. Everywhere I go, I would see your face but it's just my imagination.Is it just a feeling that I'm missing you more or a sign to stop loving you. I can't explain how hurt I am now, because my mind can't even stop thinking of you. I tried to go away, I'm trying to hide from you but even if I do that you're still in my mind.
-->(April 16,2010)<--
Tomorrow is going to be the first week that I will not be seeing you, but it all changed, tonight. Tonight once again I had seen you, in a party. We were both there, as I entered the house at first I didn't saw you because I was distracted from someone who was really funny. Anyway, then as I saw you, our eyes had met once again for almost 6 days we haven't see each other, we were again reunited. As I sat down in my chair you were just blocks away, you were with your friends and me with my family. As i sat down, we had again looked deeper at each others eyes. Then moments later, you were gone, I didn't notice. And as you went and had to go, our eyes met for the last time, as you looked at my eyes, I had a feeling so wonderful. So wonderful that I can't even explain that feeling. And as I also had to go, I ran fast so I can catch up with you, but I was too late. And as I traveled, we had once again met. You were coming back to the party while I was leaving, this time our eyes had separated. Departed. But this is the night that I will never forget, because this is the night were I had felt the most wonderful feeling that I had ever had. Now, I don't mind even if others say, we can't be. Because I believe, love will find a way. I am now inspired to see you, I don't mind if I can't see you everyday, even though I seldom see you, but it's worth seeing for. And now I feel complete.
Tomorrow is going to be the first week that I will not be seeing you, but it all changed, tonight. Tonight once again I had seen you, in a party. We were both there, as I entered the house at first I didn't saw you because I was distracted from someone who was really funny. Anyway, then as I saw you, our eyes had met once again for almost 6 days we haven't see each other, we were again reunited. As I sat down in my chair you were just blocks away, you were with your friends and me with my family. As i sat down, we had again looked deeper at each others eyes. Then moments later, you were gone, I didn't notice. And as you went and had to go, our eyes met for the last time, as you looked at my eyes, I had a feeling so wonderful. So wonderful that I can't even explain that feeling. And as I also had to go, I ran fast so I can catch up with you, but I was too late. And as I traveled, we had once again met. You were coming back to the party while I was leaving, this time our eyes had separated. Departed. But this is the night that I will never forget, because this is the night were I had felt the most wonderful feeling that I had ever had. Now, I don't mind even if others say, we can't be. Because I believe, love will find a way. I am now inspired to see you, I don't mind if I can't see you everyday, even though I seldom see you, but it's worth seeing for. And now I feel complete.