after prom.

so, prom, what did happened at prom?
ohp! sorry for the late post, kinda not feeling facing the computer now, it's so not like me. anyways, prom was the not perfect. not what i really expected it to be! not to self: make up and hair do should be done at home! and also time, i was kinda late. yikess :|
okay. so it was kinda a sad night, but the disco was amazing, party people! that was the fun part, but the saddest part was the time, when sweet slow music would play and couples would go to the dancefloor and show their chemistry and sweetness. i was kinda envy of that. yah! it hurts to be single in valentines day and prom. and i was watching them, it made me feel so lonely, and i don't even know why. well, at least it was fun, i had a great time with my friends and classmates. well, i did had my first dance and i also had danced with those sweet melow songs but it was with majority with my cousins and 2 classmates. all in all i think it was nice, memorable, sad, a roller coaster prom 2011, and a very sad valentines. i hope next year, my last prom would very memorable, 'cuz i will treasure that when i will go to college soon. very soon.

PROM.PROM.

once again, it's this time. i have been waiting for prom since i was freshmen and now that i'm a junior. it makes me even more exciting 'cuz it's only 10 days away. for the past couple of moths i was soo excited. like super!

i mean, i was waiting for this moment to finally arrive. and it's only few days away. the excitement in me, was ready to burst out. all the things i want to happen, are all planned. i was that soo EXCITED! 

the details from my gown, to the makeup, to the things i have to do, and won't do. i was really pretty CRAZY-EXCIED. maybe, it's the effect 'cuz it is my first time. i can't wait. i mean, the dress is here, the accessories and the hair and the make-up. i'm just waiting for that day to come.
but then, there's one thought in the back of mind, that's still questioning this whole point. it was announce by our head program for the JS PROM'11, that each person has to have a partner in the grand entrance for PROM.
this was the part of prom that i'm very afraid of, i've seen this in some flicks, and for me as not a slim body type kinda girl, it's hard. 'cuz i know, no one will ask me. yeah! i've already guess it. and yet, up until now, no one. as in NONE! maybe there is no one there for me. (sigh)
this makes me feel so SAD, this makes me envy of my classmates, i mean in was scythe for PROM, and this would ruined my excitement. i can't believe this is happening. maybe if i was more beautiful and more skiiny, maybe someone woukld ask me. but it's only a wish, it's only a maybe. well, i have at least, a week to deal wth this. this makes me wanna cry and puke. 'cuz it really hurts me. as in OUCH!