MEMORABLE FIESTA 1/29/11

From the morining i woke up, the rest of the day was AWAMAZING!!!

Kasi pumunta ako sa barangay ng mga classmates ko, fiesta kasi nila. Or tinatawag kong food trip time! :) Me and 2 of my classmates went to my classmate’s house, kasi yung iba naming mga classmates nasa kabilang bahay, another classmate of ours pa din. After the 1st house, nang lumabas na, as in I was sooo FULL. For schort, masarap yung pagkain :)) After dun, pumunta kami sa bahay ng isan pa naming classmate, there nakita din namin, yung iba pa naming mga classmates. We were like half of the class, so basically marami kami. Dun nanood yung iba ng movie, which I have no idea, up until now. But maraming sumigaw, so i concluded, it was scary movie. Nandun din yung mga boys, they were still irritating, and kinda mean. but i know, they love me. hahahaha XD.. 

Pagkatapos dun, hay another trip na naman, kasama ko yung mga boys, mostly kasi, I would rather be with them, they’re fun to be with kasi. Pumunta kami ulit sa isang bahay pa rin ng classmate namin (remember this is the 3rd house), kumain kami dun ng sago salad (first time na nakita) It was yummy :) I really like it. After dun, nagplano kami na pumunta sa perya kaso nagchange yung mga minds nila. Go with a flow lang kasi ako, so nagpasyal na alng kami sa isang pa namin classmate, yes! another house (4th) hehehehe :)) Papunta dun, super malayo siya, but it was fun, may mga boys kasing super makulit. And as we arrived, the view was soo beautiful. Fresssshhhh AIR! >_< After dun, kumain ulit, natunaw na din kasi yung kinain namin. Again, nagplan kami na pumunta sa parang mountain dun, kasi medyo malapit sila sa isang bundok dun eh. It was very hard, papunta sa in para kang tumakbo sa Maynila hanggang Batangas. It was sooo tiring. But as we reached the top, it was sooo beautiful, as in view na view yung buong barangay. Kaso hindi ko nadala yung digicam, sayang nga eh! At elast some of my classmate has camera phone, it was very windy doon. Akala ko nga hindi ako makapunta sa tuktok, buti nga lang tinulungan ako ng mga boys. Awww.. how sweet!? weeh? Nagpicture-picture kami, it was fun. At nang bumababa na kami, it was tiring still, but the memories we had their stayes in our hearts. It was aweeesome, and did I mention na habang nandun ako sa tuktok, I screamed: I <3 u ___________

Parang natulala yung boys, tiningnan nila ako, but then I was just too happy to look at them. Nightfall, na kami nakauwi sa mainroad but it was fun, kasi marami kayo at super happy together lang. 

Yung iba nagsiuwian na, kaso kami ng 2 kong classmate ko, stayed pa. We ate dinner sa bahay ng tita ng classmate ko, more like my friend. Dun nakilala ko yung isang suitor ng isang classmate namin, gosh! ang gwapo niya infairness. 

He was very funny, but then iba naman kasi yung akin. And speaking of mga gwapo, dun nakita ko yung crush ko na lower level sa akin. GOSH! ang super CUTE niya. :3

After dinner, nagkausapan, and umuwi din. i got home around 8PM, aga nga eh. This day is very the best day ever. It was memorable, fun, happy and awmazing! :0

I think sa monday, super paguusapan ito. :)

Week-a-ster.

what a school week it was. can't believe it's finally over, and i'm glad too but, the problem is still here. moday was super pressured. it was english when my teacher announce that once again another, group project, and this time it was an interview, or more like a show. so mostly some of my classmates wants to group up with me, because i was good in editing and all that stuff. and mostly half of the boys nga eh. it was kinda hard for me to make a choice, i was so pressured so much! and my head really hurt. and the afternoon came, i finally made a decision, i group up with most of my group mates are boys, 'cuz i think i'm more comfortable with them. but there are 2 of us girls in the group, we are most likely closer to the boys in all in our class. i fely guilty for not choosing most of the girls, but then it's still my choice,right?

at least tuesday and wedenesday we didn't have class, that was the sigh of relief. tuesday was more like a middles one, 'cuz i had a meeting with my group mates, and it was okay. i think!?
And as thursday came, gosh! quizzes are just all over the place. my head really can't took it. but then i think i did well.
but friday was the very highlight of this WEEK-A-STER! i was chosen to be a candidate for presidency for the upcoming SSG 2011, oh my GOSH! seriously?
i mean, it was supposed to be given to my 2nd cousin but he turned it down, and some of my classmates don't really like him that much. i mean, our party is representing the regular section, and me, as the president running for that position is the biggest thing anyone has given to me. i mean the whole SCHOOL!? what?
i really couldn't believe, but i was unsure and up until now. i can't really that decide. i mean i wanted to help but this much? i think.... i have no idea even what to say. can i solve this? is this the opportunity that God is giving me? i really don't now. should i push forward or back out.

Falling All Over Again

It was an ordinary Sunday of January, but for me I guess not. Because it was those days, that I had felt the spark back again in my heart. I had notice that the date was the 9th, it was a month and ten days that I had made a mistake that now I had regretted. i realized, me and him revolved around the number 9, it was weird because I had no idea about this, but just now. And if you turn the number 9 in 180 degrees, it becomes 6 which is his jersey number, because he is a varsity player of the volleyball team of the school. This may sound very weird but I find it so CUTE! And I don't even know why, actually. Kinda not ordinary,right? But now, I feel like I really really LIKE him. I can't stop thinking of him <3

Biggest Mistake

i can't still believe it! happening this first school week of 2011.
i can't believe it what i heard. it all my fault, all this time i thought he was taken but i was wrong, i was making my own conclusions without even asking someone, what was the reason behind that. turns out he was just that, he likes to be sweet to everybody. gosh! it's all my fault, and i gave myself a heartbreak not him. but what can i do, it was an accident , i guess. maybe he's not really for me anyway. all those time, i thought, he was lying to me but i think he wasn't. and i was the wrong one. but i can't turn back time and rewind it, but i wish i can.
'coz now, the feeling i had for him had all faded away. it was such a waste. oh! well, life still has to continue, and i'm pretty sure. there's someone destined to be out there, waiting for me. i hope.
the feelings i can write can be express trough this song
this is "Back to December" by Taylor Swift.

and P.S
this all happened last December 2010 too.

and how i wish i could let the spark back in my heart but then i can't.

this, for the people, like me who are waiting for someone to love them. i'll be waiting for that someone soon.

Twenty Eleven change.

last year, i had my 2010 resolution, well, which only lasted for a couple of days. which was kinda funny, because i promise myself that i would do it, but nothing happen.
so this 2011, another new year, another year added to my life story. these are some changes i would like to make, i may not promise to do this but i will try myself to become these.

2011 CHANGES IN ME :

1. be more friendly and open to people
2. smile always!
3. BV go away and hello GV
4. more time for family, and let them know my true self.
5. will not (but will try not to) have another HEART BREAK!
6. be more talkative
7. from average grades to higher grades
8. lessen computer time
9. facing my fear (can't list all my fears)
10. not being too lazy
11. love my BODY :)
12. and lastly, enjoy being SINGLE? :))
13. be a good SK official
14. enjoy my senior year (huhuhu.. last year in highschool,for the next school year)
15. be crazy and enjoy LIFE to the FULLEST !

that's basically, my changes in myself and also for others. the number 1, really have to do that and 6 for the club.

i hope i could change myself into this girl, to be ready for COLLEGE to ! i'm so excited for that part. 

wish me luck here! keeping my fingers cross :)

xmas break fast finishing.

this is the last day of my xmas break, oh well! time really flies fast. and tomorrow's another school day, classes resuming! i wish another extension for xmas break, because for me, i didn't really quiet have my "ME TIME" .
i was super busy with the project, and was also super busy in the club, helping for the sports fest. but all in all i enjoyed it. the only things i didn't enjoy during xmas break was the heartache, that was not MEMORABLE at all!!
this xmas break might be a roller coaster on but then i'm really gonna treasure it, except the bad memories. because that really hurt! gonna forget thse and say hello to school and hello 2011

2010 another history book

2010, was yet another history made.
it was the year of an emotional roller coaster for me. i change schools again! i met new friends and met many people. i got to travel to many places, and i discovered my talents in photography and filming. this year was very memorable, i got to be elected as an SK official in our barangay, i had given this opportunity to help our community to excel. i was given so many blessings, and i had to shared it. i gained many friends, and i became closer to the boys. which was kinda new, in my life.
but i develop some bad habits. but i think it's normal for teenager like me, right?
i became to aware of my fashion sense too, and start having my own style now.  2010 was awesome. although, i had some issues and some little fights a long the way, but it was cool, at least i survived it and handle it well.
but as for my personal life, well, it wasn't that good. i mean i did had some very handsome crushes, but only 2 really stuck in my heart. and those 2 hurt me. 2010 was the year i got my heart broken twice. it was hard, especially in the first one was a very close friend of yours, but now, were super okay, but not like in the past that we were very tight. and the second one, well, it was still fresh. but hey! it's 2011, i had to say goodbye to that, it was to another trick upon a boy's sleeves. tricking a girl, and make her hope that you would love her, but just hope for nothing. i must forget about those things.

2011, i hope this year.. it's gonna be better.
i'll find my guy, maybe again commit some new mistakes, but mostly enjoy another year that God has given to me :)

MACHO GWAPAPITO

it was December 30 of 2010
so, in our club we had this event, it's like guys will become girls. it's very entertaining and very funny too! so it's a laugh trip night!
well, for me my job was to be in the tallying committee, gosh! it was super tiring, holding a calculator all night long! wow!
anyways, here are my pics: