It was the birthday of my classmate at a restaurant here in our town. We all gathered there, and party all night long. It wasn't that child party, I mean hello, we're all teenagers!! not little children. okay.. anyway, there I admit to myself that I am falling in love with one of my closes friend and classmate. I can't help but fall for him, we were very close. Until that day came, it was the typical teenage birthday, karaokes, eating, partying!
We were in a different table, there I realize, he was with my classmate who was so pretty, I was so jealous. But then I just let it passed through. He looked at me, for a while. It was awesome, we were exchanging smiles, but as the party continues. He just would speak to me often, I felt out of place. Because without him, speaking to me, it's like NO FUN. And then, we went in partying, that was the part that I didn't really like the most about that day.
I was up for it, dancing with my heart out, like no one was watching. It was fun while it lasted, the music was up to the beat, then it became slow LOVE music, I notice. He was going to dance with another girl, I couldn't watch this, I said to myself. I ran out the room, and went outside. It hurts. Watching him, with another PRETTIER girl than me. it made me feel, like I was just nothing. Nothing to him, but only a little sister or just a friend?
As I went outside, my friend, comforted me, she knew what I was going through, I was in the position of loving someone without him loving me in return. I was hurt so badly. I decided to go home, and just forget about that. I just wanna move on, and stop expecting him, to love me. Because I know, he doesn't feel the same way for me.