i'm not really that sure, if this feeling i have for someone new, is the real one. and if he feel s it too. i don't wanna make the same mistakes again. but these feelings are for another guy. i mean, the thing i had on the past was just forgotten and just flew away and faded like memories. i mean, past is past right? and now present is even much more heavier.
let me start from the beginning of this story.. the part in which i met a new person that change me.
i met him, well apparently got his name during the Intramural Event of the School, by the month of august.
i'd known his name there, because he was playing for the volleyball team for the J U N I O R S !
i did notice him, his killer spikes and best attacking moves, made me idolize him, but i think now, it's more than that! ♥♥
his name is DJ. the name i now, put at my id :)
it was a while, that i hadn't seen him since then, then it was the SK election occurred at late November. there i had seen him once again, our eyes met, for the first time, i was feeling this butterflies were on my tummy, i couldn't really explain this feelings but it was good and nice :)..
during the FCDSA meet, i had seen him again, he wasn't a player, but rather a supporter. when we saw each other, our eyes again met, but it was only for a while. But the feeling was still there, even though it has been weeks that I hadn't seen him. the feeling of missing him, was in my mind and soul, I couldn't resist but to stare at him, but that is like much more like a weirdo!?..
okay, anyways..
another more weeks had passed, since that I hadn't seen him, until the day of 28 of November.
the SK officials of our barangay, of course including me had our Victory Party in a local beach resort here in our town. One of my co-kagawads was his barakda, and I was really expecting him to be there, but it was in the back of my mind ONLY! And in instant, my wish had come true, I saw him, approaching to our cottage, I really couldn't believe what I was seeing, did he read my mind? or my heart? :)
My co-kagawad, was looking at me like he was going to do something.. And well, he did. He was the reason why me and DJ had met. And I owe him big time.
He called me and said, DJ wanted to talk to me, afraid and so modest of me, I didn't approach, simply I was thinking way to advance or something..
So I didn't believe him. Another one, had happened. While I was playing beach volley, the ball went to their side of the cottage, I didn't mind DJ, I took the ball, without noticing that his barakdas were their, they teased him to me and me to him. HAY!!
And the fun didn't stop there, the day was about to end, and he did what he did, we talked but only for a little while. He was so silly and "MAKULIT!" like a little child and OMG, we had a group picture, I still keep his picture and I even made it a wallpaper in my phone :)
The day had end, and it was the most AWESOMEst day of my life! the weekends ended with a smile in my face and in my heart ♥
Monday, came, and one my classmate approach me. She was the current girlfriend of co-kagawad, she told that guy that i was crushing with his barkada, for me it was super okay, because it was the reason why we even spoke to each other, I was to HAPPY to be mad.
Wednesday had came, and it was unbelievable! It began with a text, saying he wanted to know me more, I mean to really know me more. I was sooo like flying in the clouds above, it was like my heart was having this feeling of LOVE! I almost cried for joy, and I don't even know why.
Nightfall, came and I saw him, he was staring at me eyes soo deep. That it like melted my heart away, we didn't speak to each other yet, I was afraid to make the first move also.
The next few days, were amazing he was going to school, and that made me kilig to the bones :)
One time, he was all dressed up, but we didn't talk to each other, but my question is why was he soo dressed up?, he was only in school? btw, he looked very handsome and cute! Damn! I did made the right decision.
Up until now, the feeling is still here in my heart. I couldn't really explain what these feelings are but they are sure making me happy everyday :)
And this XMAS I'm hoping that this friendship or something would be nice, not the other one, 'coz I've move on and now, I have found SOMEONE NEW :)
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