8.1.11

Biggest Mistake

i can't still believe it! happening this first school week of 2011.
i can't believe it what i heard. it all my fault, all this time i thought he was taken but i was wrong, i was making my own conclusions without even asking someone, what was the reason behind that. turns out he was just that, he likes to be sweet to everybody. gosh! it's all my fault, and i gave myself a heartbreak not him. but what can i do, it was an accident , i guess. maybe he's not really for me anyway. all those time, i thought, he was lying to me but i think he wasn't. and i was the wrong one. but i can't turn back time and rewind it, but i wish i can.
'coz now, the feeling i had for him had all faded away. it was such a waste. oh! well, life still has to continue, and i'm pretty sure. there's someone destined to be out there, waiting for me. i hope.
the feelings i can write can be express trough this song
this is "Back to December" by Taylor Swift.

and P.S
this all happened last December 2010 too.

and how i wish i could let the spark back in my heart but then i can't.

this, for the people, like me who are waiting for someone to love them. i'll be waiting for that someone soon.

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