PROM.PROM.

once again, it's this time. i have been waiting for prom since i was freshmen and now that i'm a junior. it makes me even more exciting 'cuz it's only 10 days away. for the past couple of moths i was soo excited. like super!

i mean, i was waiting for this moment to finally arrive. and it's only few days away. the excitement in me, was ready to burst out. all the things i want to happen, are all planned. i was that soo EXCITED! 

the details from my gown, to the makeup, to the things i have to do, and won't do. i was really pretty CRAZY-EXCIED. maybe, it's the effect 'cuz it is my first time. i can't wait. i mean, the dress is here, the accessories and the hair and the make-up. i'm just waiting for that day to come.
but then, there's one thought in the back of mind, that's still questioning this whole point. it was announce by our head program for the JS PROM'11, that each person has to have a partner in the grand entrance for PROM.
this was the part of prom that i'm very afraid of, i've seen this in some flicks, and for me as not a slim body type kinda girl, it's hard. 'cuz i know, no one will ask me. yeah! i've already guess it. and yet, up until now, no one. as in NONE! maybe there is no one there for me. (sigh)
this makes me feel so SAD, this makes me envy of my classmates, i mean in was scythe for PROM, and this would ruined my excitement. i can't believe this is happening. maybe if i was more beautiful and more skiiny, maybe someone woukld ask me. but it's only a wish, it's only a maybe. well, i have at least, a week to deal wth this. this makes me wanna cry and puke. 'cuz it really hurts me. as in OUCH!