it's been days, that my heart was once broken, and twice this year. maybe love doesn't really fits in my life. but of all people why me. why should love take me for granted. why me. i think there is a reason behind it, maybe i need to learn my lesson, for the next time that i would try having another love thing, i would not make a mistake again for the third time.
but speaking about him. well, i'm over him, last time i saw him was at a meeting in our club, at first it was hard not to stare at him, or even smile at him 'coz somehow it still hurts. but then, when i would do that, somehow it feels good, not to talk to him or when your eyes would not meet. it felt, that your free. now, i think we have departed our own ways. my friends told me, that there is someone out there for me. much more than him, and i mean there are so many guys out there anyway. but at the back of my mind, i would really miss the times we would stare at each other because now, it would just be the past. a part of my history. but we have to move on, and change. because it's for the better. i'll try to move on, taking it step by step. though my xmas would be not what i expected it to be, at least now, i know what it is.
moving on.
my song for you. though the words are a bit hurtful, but it is true.
let's all just move on and just remember the good and fun times we shared together.
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